I am getting better I think.

I don't think of my dad constantly. I am not mad at him anymore. It still sucks, don't get me wrong but I am getting on with my life such that it is. I have learned one thing, I am going to get out and do stuff. I am planning a trip for me and the Canadian since I am not going on my Jekyll Island trip this year. Dont know where or when yet, but I am thinking spring (so it wont be too hot) and someplace within driving distance.

My mom however, seems to be getting worse. She was with him for over 50 years and the last 10 years they pretty were together 24/7. She is very sad. I am trying to get stuffgirl to go stay the night over there soon but she is in mid break up with her boyfriend and all that drama.

Mom wants to go to the cemetery and leave some flowers on dads grave but was warned by people at her church that cemeteries are the new Mall as far as robberies go, so she is afraid she will get robbed! Have you ever? Robbing people in a cemetery is a new low! I will be going up to visit in 2 weeks so I will take her then if she cant get there before.

The picture is stuffgirl with Dad's licence plate, Kornfan was not there that day. I wanted a picture of the plate because its gone now, we had to turn it in to get the insurance off their other car. But its sad, someone else is Papax2 now. The bear is the Bubba, its a talking bear that was popular several years ago, Dad loved that stupid talking bear! Its freaky,the battery in Bubba died when dad did.

Anyway, its FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! Yeah! wooohoooo!!

Later