zzzzzzzzzzzzz back to work..UGH!

ok so the doc said I could back to work today. I dont feel ready, I feel fine but I am not mentally ready for this. I overslept too, so it looks like I will be late. Co workers have called me to tell they hired people while I was gone...I am confused as to whether its 2 or 3 people, I dont know what is going on.

I went to the GYN yesterday because I am having "female" issues with being off my hormones. He said that there is no safe hormone I can take now that I have a history a blood clots. Great. So I may be bitchier than usual and I would like to just apologize in advance in case I get offensive LOL. He did say that its possible that my menapause symptoms could have eased off some...its been 4 years now since I was post menapausal. So I am hoping he is right. So far its not too bad, no hot flashes yet and I havent felt irrational. Keep fingers crossed!

They kicked 2 people off Rockstar last night...it was time for Jill to go, but I dont understand why they are keeping Zarhara ( or whatever her name is), maybe just as a novelty to see what she is going to wear??? Bradley got kicked off Runway, I will miss him. He was an awful designer compared to the others but he was so amusing and didnt take himself seriously.

ARGG ok I gotta go to work now. Oh..pic is 2 of my little ones. The little black ones dances sideways when she is excited so we call her MC Hammer, its so cute! Cant touch this.

Later